Doesnt feel so bad now... hope there are brighter days to come.

just something i found when deciding what i wanted to do with my life:

Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.

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And thanks for the people that helped me through it! i'm very fortunate to have you as my friends ^^

well, grounding is still on so, i think i need to spologise again to all my friends, cus i dont think i will be leaving my house anytime soon. haix... well, see ya guys soon. chiao

everything's crumbled... but as always, we got to rebuild from the ashes

rebuild from the ashes... haix... not again.

this blog has just been put up, so i'll slowly start adding stuff in...

erm, kinda just got grounded again... no more clubbing, no more camping, no more fun, for the moment ( sry guys)

and all cus i worked for my own money and spent almost all of it.
my dad says i got a spending issue, well maybe, but its my own money aint it?

oh well, i guess i cant have everything. so erm, no more fun for the moment. have to be a good boy again... gonna be real hard.

but oh well, shit always happens... especially in my life.

feeling so fucked up now... so fucked up that i just feel like slitting my wrist and bleeding to death. in that way, i do not need to answer to anybody, i do not need to please anybody, i do not need to make sure everyone's happy always, i do not need to think twice when doing anything, and i do not need to live.

haix... well, wad a fucked up way to start my new blog but i guess this is the only place i can really be true to myself. well, that's all for now. hope i dont do anything stupid tonight.
wish i was brave enough to do it and move on, away from this world. oh well, if i just werent so afraid of taking my own life.